Suicide Silence - Unanswered (Fkn love this song.)

How much must I curse your name
And put your beliefs to shame
Before you prove yourself
And end this life?

End this life

And I’ll say a fucking prayer
Because I know it won’t be answered

Where is your god? 
Where is your god?
Where is your fucking god?

And even though I don't believe in you
I pray for the day
I pray for the day
That you end this life

So please
Take me
Away

I want the hand of god
To come and strike me down
To come and strike me down

Where is your god? 

Where is your god?
Where is your fucking god?

For all the prayers that go unanswered
 For all the prayers that go unanswered
Why do you think that is?
For the families that waste their time
Open your eyes

And all your prayers will go
Unanswered
Why do you think that is?
For the families that waste their time
Open your fucking eyes

The Truth Manifesto

It's time for that blog I promised I would write up a few weeks ago. That one? Yeah.

To be perfectly honest, there isn't 1 real specific reason why I changed the name of this blog. A change in musical tastes, preference for a particular title, cooler domain, and plenty more all made a difference. One aspect I can expand upon, however, is that I felt the original title of 'SelfvsSelf' (while being the title of a really awesome song) did not reflect my current condition.

Some may know of past issues, most wont. Long story short, the name Self vs Self was representative of the internal struggle of me, trying to find the balance to restore a sense of purpose in my life. I believe that I have recently attained such a balance, and while it has not brought any comfort or end to struggles, it has helped me analyse and focus myself upon these.

A lot of my life is now more concerned with my relationship with society, and find an equilibrium between my psychological disarray and the unnerving, confronting society around me.

This is where the new blog name 'The Sound of Truth' comes in. It is the name of an old blog of mine, and was my only successful attempt at a blog previously. Its name originates from the song by As I Lay Dying, and the blog was generally an opinion based blog, chucking out my views on current events, religious beliefs and the like. (I liked the name The Sound of Truth especially since it came to symbolise how my opinions ARE my truth, and that the blog was an outlet for my personal truths).

After a while of generally not blogging, I decided to move on...and have now decided to come back.

I will be writing an opinions blog once again, however the catalyst, and hence the context, has changed. Now, I write for myself, write to reconcile my beliefs and inclinations with the doctrine of contemporary society. No longer do I write for others, this is all about me, my Truths.


This is my manifesto.

Blog Title Change

So, I have gone from Self Versus Self to The Sound of Truth (audiovalidity.blogspot.com).

Yes there is a good reason for this, and some of the followers of my old blog may understand the title.
But either way, ill leave it until the next full post for an explanation.

Prelude 2.0

With all of the attempted blogs I have had in the past, I think this is the second time only that I have made it to a second post! Hooray for progress.

Although, i'm not too sure how much progress has been made, since I still do not know why I am blogging in the first place. :S It's like I have a subconscious desire to do so, without the conscious side of me knowing the fuck why. Ehh, it's also probably due to a certain friend blogging all the time, subliminally influencing me...(Thanks Gina ;] ). Either way I still have no clue why I am doing this.
Maybe I shall discover the why when I have explored the nature of the what. That is, maybe through writing whatever it is I feel I have to say, I will discover why I am in fact saying it.

Let me just take a moment to say: I know. I waffle on a lot. But, I don't care, this is for me :3 Anyone else reading is just a bonus.

ANYWAY, back to what I was saying. I think my best course of action would be to write about a particular theme or issue that has arisen for me/is on my mind at the time of writing, give some direction.



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I have probably lost your attention already (as I have lost interest in what I am writing ><), so I guess I will start the thematic blogs next time, and probably end this trainwreck of a blog now.

Hopefully posting something better next time,
-Sero